Wednesday, July 21, 2010 ♥ 2:32 AM

opened doors: copied from other blog.

Free.

Your long fingers
wrapped tightly around my neck
loosen its grip
ever
so
slowly...

I can breathe.

Pain slips away
Ebbing hurt fades
As seeping relief
lifts -
in fluid motions
and extravagant gestures.

Let the light trickle in
Rays of sunshine
Broad daylight
Arms open
welcoming, inviting
what had been lost

locked,
the dusty remnants
of stories untold
shunned
desolate
alone.

what is left of those pieces
that once glistened
gleaming, new;
where are they now?
perhaps locked
locked,
never to be seen again.

but i would not dare
to search for lost pieces
amongst the rubble in the locked room.

I can live without those missing fragments.

step into the daylight
warmth grazing bare skin
unable to turn back
back
to distant haze.

This chapter's done. The story goes on..

Tuesday, September 04, 2007 ♥ 6:20 PM

internal turmoil.

Monday, August 27, 2007 ♥ 1:37 PM

my heart was to thy rudder tied by the strings

Today's a Monday, and I'm stuck at home. Sick, hehe. I was supposed to go to the doctor's this morning, but I woke up at 10:30am. Ended up having lunch at Cabramatta (YAY avocado milkshake) and now I'm home again, waiting for the piano tuner. Hmm. Going to Star City tonight for buffet, but I can't eat anything fried or oily. What's the point in going then?!

Saturday - Usyd open day. HAHA Seftoners everywhere. I "fell asleep" during the undergrad business&eco talk, but hey - lots of people left in the middle of the lecture, at least I was polite enough to stay! Was verbally abused by Douglas and Alex during the other business talks, and neglected Kim in the finance lecture because he dogged me for pharmacy. (That's what you get for ditching me for pharmacy, Kim!) I attended the psychology lecture as well - not that I wanted to study psychology, I was dragged along -___- But it was definitely the most enjoyable lecture of the day. Mexican wave! Hmm yes. There were no more sausage sizzle by the time we arrived, so we went to UTS to get some. Met up with Vvn, Antony, David and their friends and walked to Market City for DDR. Another herd of Seftoners arrived half an hour later, lol. 'Bummed around' for a while before catching the train home, exhausted. Yeah, that was my day. Most memorable highlight: getting a free pen from UTS, haha. Satisfied the Asian part of me! x)

Hmm... I think I'm going to plan a POST-HSC BBQ on either the 20th or 21st of December @ Bicentennial Park. (OMG, 21st is Nugen/Nugget/Andrew Nguyen's 18th birthday!) Ergh it's a bit too early to plan right now, but just keep that date open! All are welcome =) Everyone would have to bring in a dish of food though!

Just a friendly reminder that HSC is less than 2 months away. I had a talk with Mr Fearnside about Chemistry the other day, and I think I understand how the marks operate now. I hate standard deviations. Actually, I pretty much hate anything related to maths. Why didn't I do general maths? Hahaha. Trials marks were horrible.

Hello, 70UAI. =(

Monday, August 20, 2007 ♥ 3:02 AM

throbbing. my head hurts.

I've finally finished my reflection statement. It's 3:03am.

I have a fatal obsession with Jaejoong.

DBSK better tour HK in November.

!!

My head hurts.

Sunday, August 19, 2007 ♥ 5:57 PM

jaejoong is the asian draco malfoy. LOL!

Friday, August 17, 2007 ♥ 8:51 PM

au revoir, trials!

Friday, July 27, 2007 ♥ 12:09 AM

i had fun in maths today.

I didn't think I would ever utter such blasphemous words in my life.

What has the world come to?!

We played "Jeopardy" in maths today, which involved working in teams. I teamed with Andrew a.k.a. ICEMAN, YEAH! =) Basically, it's a table of questions covered by post-it notes. The team who finishes a question correctly will be awarded with the marks allocated to that q AND the privilege of picking the next q. Our favourite category was "Phunny Phrases" - it's like general ability =D Here's an example:



LONG
WEAR

Answer: Long underwear

LOL, great revision indeed. But the 2u and 3u Jeopardy questions were fun too. Differentation, integration, applications! Must learn how to work faster under stress.

So, the UAC books finally arrived today. I'm tossing up between Commerce (International), and Commerce/Arts.(I want to major in Chinese studies or Asian studies, LOL.) After talking with some commerce students, I'm not so sure now. Leaning more towards commerce/arts... plus it has a lower UAI cutoff ! =) But Commerce (Int) means I can apply for the UNSW Co-op... but realistically reflecting on my marks, I don't think I'll be able to achieve a UAI of 97. Not to mention the questions they ask in that scholarship form are HARD.

Describe your involvement and/or achievement in the workplace and/or designing,
building, programming or creating something. Your example might relate to recent
work experience, a part time job or a major non-school based project you have
undertaken. [1020 characters]

{edit}It's like writing 11 essays =/ Sorry, my brain isn't functioning properly. Characters, characters. LOL what was I thinking?! {/edit}

Thinking about uni excites and scares me. =O Internal powerplay right there.

I've noticed how all my blogs are school related. Erghhh I need a life.

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